Okay. So I have this ear infection, which I had last Friday and went to the doctor for. My hearing is actually worse than it was a week ago. I can hear absolutely nothing out of my right ear. My left ear hears okay, but having one hear plugged causes some interesting side effects, such as the sounds within your body, particularly your mouth and throat are greatly amplified. (Try plugging your ear and talking or clucking your tongue.) The other thing is that apparently your brain has trouble sorting out the sounds, so it amplifies some sounds and not others, or so it seems. So if I am in the office and people are talking behind me and someone is talking to me, the sound of the people behind me will actually drown out the sound of the person talking to me. And certain pitch levels are so loud they are almost painful – clanging sounds, for instance. And other pitch levels are totally drowned out by the ringing in my other ear that happens if your ear is totally blocked.
Can you tell I am very, very frustrated? I’m sure glad I don’t feel sick besides. The antibiotic the doctor gave me a week ago took care of the sinus infection, so my head is cleared out and I don’t get headaches as often. Sometimes my ear still hurts, though. But I have lots of energy and am in good humor. I’ve been able to do my exercise classes all week, which is good. The bad side of that is that with all those people talking to each other, plus my music, it is just an indiscernible roar in my head.
On the positive side, I am learning first hand what it is like to be hard-of-hearing. People have told me about the intrusiveness of background noise and now I understand what they meant. They’ve told me about different pitches being easier or harder to hear and now I understand. And I understand the frustration of not being able to fully communicate because of being unsure of exactly what the other person is saying, but not wanting to bother them with repeating it one more time for you. So you withdraw a bit from social life.
But for me, hopefully, it is temporary. Some people live like this all the time. It isn’t fun. Giving lessons is not too bad. But accompanying the musical is very difficult, because they are hard to hear way up on stage, even with good hearing. Now I can’t hear them at all and have to watch for visual cues that they have stopped. And I just hope they are staying with me. Not the best situation for an accompanist!
But I’m on stronger medicine now, so I hope I’ll be better by next weekend.
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